Day 18

30 facts about self

1. Love to read
2. Dark eyes - almost black
3. Dark brown hair
4. Wears glasses
5. Love to write - Poetry
6. Love dark chocolate
7. Hate HATE snakes
8. Cousin at my school
9. 4 little monsters (bunnies)
10. 3 crazy chickens
11. A million fish
12. On Wednesdays I go to the temple
13. I am 16 going on 17 (Update ... I'm almost 19 now)
14. Only child
15. Traveled to Taiwan
16. Traveled to Canada
17. Don't like the ocean
18. Or marine animals
19. No math
20. I wear a watch (apparently backwards)
21. I really did do track
22. I play the piano beautiful
23. Always wear at least one jacket
24. I am savage with my words
25. I am half Chinese
26. My middle name, the direct translation is Ocean Mist
27. I take Chinese class
28. I am 5'1 (5'2.5 now)
29. I am an Austen fan
30. I love myself and all my flaws :)

Day 17

Post about my zodiac sign, and whether or not it fits or not
I'm a cancer.
It doesn't fit me











Actually? Never mind. I guess I really do fit as a CANCER.

Day 16

Something I miss 

Something being able to laugh with you
The smile on your face that light up my world
Just being there with you, sitting by our stream
Something I miss with all my heart is your presences.

Why?

Do you trust me?
Why?
I've done nothing worthy of you trust
So why do you trust me?
Why do you trust me when I've hurt you
When I've done everything to make you turn away
To push you away from me
Why are you still here
Why
Why
Why?
Why do you trust me?

j.h.

Day 11

Something you always think "What if . . . "about
What if . . .
I never met you
What would my life be like

What if . . .
I never moved here
What would I be like

What if . . .
I never fell in love with you
Would my life be better without that pain

What if
What if
I hope I never find out

j.h.

Day 10

Write about something I feel strongly about
I feel strongly about getting enough sleep.
Otherwise, you turn loopy the next morning.
Otherwise, you worry about too many unnecessary things
I know that I've waited until the last possible moment to do a project
But
I know that sleep is very important
So go and sleep, my friends

j.h.

Worth Saving

You were worth it, always
Thank you for proving me wrong
Thank you for helping me realize
You never cared for me
That all the those sacrifices
Was ALL for nothing
You were always worth saving

j.h.

Day 8

Something I struggle with 
Finding motivation to forgive others
When they do something stupid
When they don't help
I guess my biggest thing is
Giving forgiveness
I get angry fast
But my anger simmers
And then I end up holding
Too long grudges
Or you know
Motivation for anything
That a pretty big struggle


j.h.

Day 4

Write about someone who inspires me
Someone who inspires me?
To inspire means to guide
So who guides me?
I have a fox who nips at my heals
Reminding me that I'm not alone
A snake who slithers stealthily silent
very ready to help me when called
The snake and the fox
They are the ones who inspire me
Inspire me to "prance" through life

j.h.

Stop!

Stop!
Do you only have a wishbone?
Where is your backbone?
Why are you always talk talk talk
But no act at all, no courage in your heart
"Stop wearing your wishbone were your backbone ought to be"

j.h.

Congrats

Congratulations
You have broken me
You have my heart
But that's not enough is it?
You want everything
You took everything I was
So congratulations
You broke me.

j.h.

Love in less than ten words

Letting
go
so
they
can
achieve
what
you
can't

or

putting
their
needs
before
yours
even
if
it
hurts
(From a friend)

j.h.

Villain

"The hero doesn't get the reward. The hero pays the price"
Why be the hero? Why go through all that pain?
Just to be the only one to pay the price
So, who wants to be the hero?
Why not be the villain. No rules, no one holding you back
Being a villain means freedom, liberty.
To be a villain is much better than being a hero.

Right?

j.h.

Day 2

Write about something someone told me that I've never forgotten 

Something that someone has told me

Something I've never forgotten

What is something I haven't 

Forgotten?

Something good?

Something hurtful?

I think the things that we don't forget

Is when someone close to us

Says something so hurtful

Like "you're ugly" "you will never amount to anything"

Why don't we remember the things that

Help us smile?

Why don't we remember when someone says

"I love you"?

or

"Smile. You have a beautiful smile"?

Something someone has told me, something good, 

I have never forgotten is

"Be bold. You will need to be bold in all you do"

j.h.

A Million Memories

 

They asked me if I knew you
A million memories burst
through me
All the times we laughed
The times we cried

They asked me if I knew you
You
when you smiled
when your eyes twinkled
I guess then I did

They asked me if I knew you
I suppose I used to
Used to know
what made you happy
what you just loved

How even rain couldn't dampen
your mood
Well if someone asks
If I knew you
I'll just smile sadly and say

"I used to"

j.h.