headache

why is that every time you open your mouth
my head starts to ache and throb?
why is that everything and anything
that comes out of your mouth
makes all of us around you
stop and stare at you, incredulous?
why don't you ever stop and think
about what you're going to say?
why are you such a headache to deal with?

j.h

New

new place
new sounds
new people
new friends
     . . .
new home

everything has changed so quickly
but not at all

I miss you,
but when I'm there with you
I hate you

What is wrong with me?

I feel like the last time
we saw each other
i knew who I was.
now?
I'm not so sure

Why can't i find myself?
I feel like i've changed
and
I don't like it

new place
new sounds
new people
new friends
new home
    and

new me i guess


j.h