New

new place
new sounds
new people
new friends
     . . .
new home

everything has changed so quickly
but not at all

I miss you,
but when I'm there with you
I hate you

What is wrong with me?

I feel like the last time
we saw each other
i knew who I was.
now?
I'm not so sure

Why can't i find myself?
I feel like i've changed
and
I don't like it

new place
new sounds
new people
new friends
new home
    and

new me i guess


j.h