A good friend's marriage

A good friend of mine recently got married and
I looked at them and my first thought was
"wow I want that. They are so in love.  I. want. that."
It was the kind of love that you could visibly see.
It was the "When they danced they were the only ones in the room" kinda love.
And I want that so badly.
I don't even know why I want it now.
I am nowhere near ready for that kind of earth-shattering love.
But I want it.
Does that make me greedy? Selfish?
It always seems like the ones who don't look for Love
find it so very quickly.
It doesn't seem very fair.
A good friend of mine recently got married.
I hope their love triumphs over every trial.

j.h.