Tuesday, April 25, 2023

3rd time

there is something so wrong with me

1:
he ghosted me, like legitly but I was the one who basically told him that the date sucked. why did I do that? why was I so cruel? we could have worked I wanted it to work I wanted someone to want me. how pathetic is that?

2:
he told me that he wasn't looking for anyone. that he wanted to focus on school. all valid points and I would have fully believed him if I didn't find him on a dating app later on. was I too aggressive that he felt like he had to lie to me?

3:
the third time's the charm right? there is still time. there is still hope. 

j.h.

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