Am I worth it?

I used to yell and scream at the girls 

who put all their worth in the eyes of a guy

and here I am

doing the EXACT thing right now.

Now it seems like the only thing on my mind

is how much I am worth to a guy

how much attention am I worth giving?

I swore that would never be me.

I thought I was better than that.

Guess not.

j.h.