Saturday, September 30, 2023

Confessions

September 28, 2023

I went to his wedding the other month
it was sweet and everything I wished for them.
But I was in the background
not necessarily hiding....
just forgotten in the noise.

All I could think was how genuinely 
happy I was for him....for her
And how sad I was for myself.

Now don't get me wrong.
I didn't want him. 
We both did our own growing
and wouldn't have been right for each other.

No.
No I was sad about possibly never finding
that kind of love for me.
Maybe that's my biggest fear.

Now, how pathetic is that?

j.h.

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